am not freaking am not frightened am not from here am not full am not getting am not getting out am not getting paid am not going down am not going to answer am not going to apologize am not going to argue am not going to buy am not going to change am not going to die am not going to eat am not going to fall am not going to forget am not going to get am not going to give am not going to help am not going to hurt am not going to jail am not going to leave am not going to lie am not going to live am not going to miss am not going to play am not going to put am not going to read am not going to say am not going to sleep am not going to stand am not going to stay am not going to stop am not going to throw am not going to watch am not going to work am not going to write am not gonna give up am not gonna sleep am not gonna spend am not gonna talk am not gonna tell you am not gonna wait am not gonna waste am not good at it am not guilty am not hanging am not happy am not happy about it am not having am not having a good am not having this conversation am not hearing am not here by am not here to give am not here to hurt am not here to judge am not here to make am not here to talk am not high am not hitting am not hurt am not hurting am not i am not imagining am not in a hurry am not in a position am not in a rush am not in charge am not in control am not in favour am not in the business am not in the habit am not in the least am not insulting am not interested am not interested in you am not invited am not involved am not joining am not judging am not judging you am not jumping am not just am not just saying am not keen am not learning am not leaving until i am not leaving until you am not letting am not letting go am not likely am not losing am not lost am not lying to you am not making it am not making this up am not married